My blog is fantastic, as it's all about *not me*. Most often, I feel this way, because I am doomed - doomed to be, to be, to be.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

A Written Expression.

I'm writing this because I wanted to say what I feel, and that's important to me. What I want to say has to do with me, but it will be short because I am tired. I'm trying to say that I feel...Sad, and...Free...And...Alone, but I know that it's for the best.

I'm trying to say that I feel like I'm moving on, bit by bit, as I come to understand how my life is changing. Why do I feel better about this? I feel better about this because I know that my life is headed somewhere important right now, and I'm not willing to risk that by putting it on hold for someone else who is not ready to go with me. I think that's one of the important reasons why I feel good about my current situation.

This past year I haven't really had time where I've felt like I've been on my own. My relationship previous to my last continued on from last summer into the beginning of the school year, and from then, I jumped into something else not long afterward. Loneliness is important. because it makes you be who you really are. I think that's important too.

My brain is boggled at the moment...I'm tired...Sleep is waiting for me. Anyway, stop if you're not interested in hearing me talk about my last relationship...That's all, I think. Good night.

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