Reflection Upon This Day

So of course I had to wait until the last minute to post this myself. It'd be the best and worst decision I've made if I didn't let others speak to me about these issues I've had over the years.

I really wish someone would tell me what to do...Somehow I feel that I would benefit if I were to be forcefully limited in my options so as to choose what I know to be true. At times I've wondered if I make the right choices for myself...At these moments I regret a lot of how I conduct myself.

I am really hot right now. I am sitting on my bed in my room. It's a nice room...Not much in it...Walls are paper-thin which I HATE. That fact in itself will drive me away to live on my own. That fact alone. I kid you not. I have already started looking for places.