I read Daneel's closing to her blog just now. Sometimes I wonder if people really like me, or if they're just being polite. It scares me to think that I am not as well-liked as I think, and it makes me sad.

Daneel's blog struck me to consider why I am writing this...To escape? Sometimes everyone needs an escape. I think that's why a lot of people write blogs, because they can't find someone who is willing enough or understanding enough to really listen to you or to share your feelings and thoughts/beliefs with.

I want to say that I don't believe that people really understand me...Hehe, I laugh because I am a different person with myself than I am with other people. Even Buddhists need a refuge.

I understand why Daneel would feel cowardly for expressing herself indirectly on her blog, instead of the people she was writing about. I feel like I would feel the same way if I were to do that, so I will try to learn from that.