My blog is fantastic, as it's all about *not me*. Most often, I feel this way, because I am doomed - doomed to be, to be, to be.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

A note on my previous post.

It just occured that in my attempt to post something lighter, I got carried away. Oops.

Form and Function

"Form and function should be one, joined in a spiritual union."

-Frank Lloyd Wright, Architect.

A simpler plan.

I'm going to make the effort to post something a tad lighter, as I forgot that people actually read these blogs..;)

In my personal experience in life, I have been confounded with uncertainty for a very long time. I won't allow myself to settle on a specific decision or viewpoint, as I reason that I am excluding a fundamental true piece of the puzzle. Ironically, my indecision (my paraylysis -- I cannot move on until I come to some kind of decision) seems to be the only "noble" course of action. So, I feel that I lack growth in one area, but find solace that I am growing in another.

How do I ressolve this in my life?

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Wanting, wishing, knowing what's true.

Well, I don't know what to say. The key to freedom is simple...And yet, it is not too simple.

Simply put, there are easy ways to get to Heaven, but are they easy to take? How do you feel about your actions, knowing the consequences from different views?

On the other hand, too much consideration can cause indecision and lack of focus. Not thinking about it can help, but also it may dull the mind and sacrifice the spirit. Who are you and what do you want in life? Respect the person that you are, and grow into the person you know and feel you are able to be.

The dynamics of human personalities. Such a pain in the ass.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

An invention of the mind

I found myself wondering, "Who am I? Why do I belong?" And for the life of me, I couldn't find an answer.

What could it be? The answer is: there's no answer. No one knows me, but at least we know ourselves. Don't you think? Wouldn't you care? Doesn't it matter? Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but it matters to me...And that's what's important..To me.